6.25.2012

Cleansing

Unsettled. Stuck thinking in circles.
Time to break the chain
that weighs down my heart
Fly free
a fall or flight
waits for me
Stuck in a future that doesn't exist
looking at the past I miss
Where am I at this moment?
Scared strong
forced to find
a life for me
I can see how bad it gets
when you base your life
on another
lie
false hope
disappointment
repeat

It's over
bring out those big guns
shoot to thrill
my life begins
with the realization
there's nothing for me
here
or
there
in that place
or
this space
I have everything I need
I only need not
to need it